Embarking on a Spiritual Odyssey, Part 28: Upanishad Vihar and the Call of the Self

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Srikalahasti Temple and Swarnamukhi River today. (Photo courtesy of iMahesh.)

After his years of disciplined training at Sri Ramakrishna Tapovanam and his time of hands-on service with Sri Bhikshu Swamigal in the nature cure camps, Sambasivam Chaitanya’s journey began to move in another direction. The earlier stages had shaped him through devotion, austerity, service, and the practical healing of suffering.

Now, through another unexpected opening, he was drawn more deeply into the current of Advaita Vedanta—not merely as a philosophy to be studied, but as a living truth to be realized.

Sri Bhikshu Swamigal, the swami under whom Sambasivam had studied nature cure, was a close friend of two remarkable figures: Sri Swami Rajeshwarananda and Dr. T. M. P. Mahadevan. Through that friendship, Sambasivam came into contact with them and soon became close to both. This connection led him to Upanishad Vihar, the ashram that Swami Rajeshwarananda and Dr. Mahadevan had established at the sacred place of Kalahasti.

Swami Satchidananda’s biography describes the ashram as set in beautiful, secluded surroundings, near Srikalahasti Temple, the ancient hill temple of Lord Shiva and beside the Swarnamukhi (Ponmugali, in Tamil) River, whose name means “gold-facing.” Sambasivam loved the atmosphere there and, after working with Bhikshu Swamigal for several years, decided to stay at Upanishad Vihar for a time.

It is not difficult to imagine why such a place would have drawn him. Kalahasti itself is an ancient Shaiva kshetra (sacred area), charged with centuries of worship, silence, and pilgrimage. For one already steeped in Tamil devotional culture, trained in the discipline of ashram life, and awakened to the healing power of selfless service, Upanishad Vihar must have offered yet another dimension of spiritual life: contemplation, inquiry, and the luminous world of the Upanishads.

Since Swami Rajeshwarananda and Dr. Mahadevan traveled frequently, Sambasivam stayed there and helped care for the ashram. When they returned, he enjoyed many hours of satsang and discussion with them and their disciples, especially on Advaita philosophy. Now, at Upanishad Vihar, Advaita came to him through conversation, contemplation, and the company of those who had given their lives to its expression.

Photo: Swami Rajeshwarananda (left) and Dr. Mahadevan, (right)

Swami Rajeshwarananda was one such figure. Originally from Madras (now Chennai), he entered the Ramakrishna Order and later became closely connected with Sri Ramana Maharshi. Sri Ramanasramam continues to honor him for his role in presenting Sri Ramana’s teachings in a concise and accessible way. His book Thus Spake Ramana distilled the essence of Sri Ramana’s teachings into brief, powerful statements, while his other works, including Erase the Ego and Teachings of Ramana Maharshi, helped communicate the Maharshi’s message to seekers.

That title, Erase the Ego, could almost stand as a summary of the current that was now drawing Sambasivam forward. He had already learned discipline, renunciation, service, and surrender. But the Advaitic path pressed the inquiry even deeper: Who is the one who practices? Who serves? Who renounces? Who seeks? What is the “I” around which all spiritual effort appears to revolve?

Dr. T. M. P. Mahadevan brought another kind of force into this circle. He was one of India’s most respected interpreters of Advaita Vedanta, a philosopher of international stature, and later head of the Department of Philosophy at the University of Madras. His life was marked by both scholarship and simplicity. He wrote and lectured extensively on Advaita, and his work took him to universities and conferences across the world. In 1967, he received the “Padma Bhushan”—one of India’s highest civilian awards—in recognition of his scholarship and service to Indian thought.

Yet what made Professor Mahadevan especially relevant to Sambasivam’s journey was not academic distinction alone. He understood Advaita as something far more than a philosophical school. The principle of non-duality points to the heart of the Upanishadic vision: the recognition that the Self is not the body, not the changing mind, not the passing stream of experience, but the ever-present Reality in which all experience appears. Like infinite inner space—chid akasha, the space of Consciousness—it does not come or go. It remains changeless through waking, dreaming, and deep sleep; through joy and sorrow; through all the movements of life. This is one’s svarupa, one’s true nature: not a separate self struggling toward Brahman, but Brahman itself, shining as the very essence of “I.”

Photo by Sambasivam of Swami Rajeshwarananda driving with Dr. Mahadevan.

Dr. Mahadevan was a scholar, certainly, but he was not merely a scholar. He represented the rare possibility of intellect bowing before realization. That quality became especially clear in his relationship with Sri Ramana Maharshi. David Godman, who preserved an interview with Dr. Mahadevan, noted something striking: although the Professor possessed one of the great philosophical minds of his generation and was deeply learned in Advaita, he sat for years in Bhagavan’s presence without asking a single question. He understood that, in the presence of Sri Ramana, silence itself was the highest teaching.

Dr. Mahadevan himself described this in words of great beauty. Speaking of the time he spent in Sri Ramana’s presence, he said, “To sit before him was itself a deep spiritual education. To look at him was to have one’s mind stilled. To fall within the sphere of his beatific vision was to be inwardly elevated.”

These words illuminate the transition now taking place in Sambasivam’s life. Until this point, much of his training had come through action: serving in the nature cure camps, following the discipline of Tapovanam, caring for ashram life, learning to work, heal, and obey. At Upanishad Vihar, another kind of teaching began to come forward: the teaching that does not necessarily depend on action, ritual, or even words. Silence was beginning to call.

This did not mean that devotion was being left behind. Nor did it mean that service was now considered secondary. Rather, the center of gravity was shifting. Sambasivam was being drawn toward the question at the root of all paths: What is the Self? What is the source of the “I”? What remains when all names, forms, roles, and practices are seen to arise and subside in one unchanging Reality?

Dr. Mahadevan’s own understanding of Sri Ramana’s teaching helps clarify this. When asked whether there was any difference between the teachings of Adi Shankaracharya and Sri Ramana —the great eighth-century sage who systematized Advaita Vedanta—Dr. Mahadevan answered that, in his opinion, there was no difference. He saw Sri Ramana not as departing from Advaita, but as making the path of vichara—self-inquiry—simple enough for seekers in the modern world to practice.

Just as importantly for the unfolding of Swami Satchidananda’s later vision for the Integral Yoga Path, Dr. Mahadevan did not set bhakti (devotion) and jnana (recognition of the Self) in opposition. He said: “There is no conflict between bhakti and jnana.” And when asked whether one should pray for grace rather than take up vichara, he replied that grace and vichara are not contradictory.

This was not merely the Professor’s view; it was faithful to Sri Ramana’s own life and teaching. Though known throughout the world as the sage of self-inquiry, Sri Ramana’s heart flowed with devotion to Arunachala Shiva. In him, jnana did not dry up bhakti; it fulfilled it. The inquiry “Who am I?” did not negate devotion but carried it inward to its source. As the current Swami Ramanacharana Tirtha, the Acharya of Sri Ramanasramam in Thiruvanamalai, South India recently noted, “Jnana comes only to those with parabhakti, the supreme bhakti.”

This same current runs like a hidden river through India’s spiritual life: through the Tamil Shaiva saints whose longing melted into realization; through Sri Ramakrishna’s ecstatic devotion to the Divine Mother; through Adi Shankaracharya, whose uncompromising Advaita did not prevent him from singing hymns of profound devotion. Again and again, the Tradition shows us that the highest knowledge and the deepest love are not rivals. They are two movements of one awakening.

Here again, we see a thread that would later become central in Swami Satchidananda’s own teaching. Devotion and knowledge of the Self were not enemies. Prayer and self-inquiry were not mutually exclusive. Grace and effort were not separate realities.

Photo by Dr. Mahadevan of Swami Rajeshwarananda driving with Sambasivam.

For Sambasivam already formed by Tamil bhakti—temple worship, mantra, song, and surrender—this was essential. Advaita could have appeared as a path that asked him to leave devotion behind. But in the company of Swami Rajeswarananda and Dr. Mahadevan, and through their reverence for Sri Ramana, Advaita appeared differently. It did not negate devotion; it purified and deepened it. It did not deny the world; it revealed the true Reality in which the world appears. It did not ask the seeker to become dry or detached in a harsh way; it pointed toward freedom from false identification.

This is perhaps why this period matters so much in tracing Swami Satchidananda’s spiritual formation. Integral Yoga, as he later offered it, did not present spiritual life as a narrow corridor. It embraced devotion, meditation, self-inquiry, service, mantra, ethical living, and care for the body. Yet underneath that breadth was a distinctly nondual current. The many approaches were not ends in themselves; they were ways of purifying, steadying, and opening the seeker to the recognition of the Self.

The very name Upanishad Vihar suggests the quality of the place: a dwelling in the spirit of the Upanishads, the ancient wisdom texts that form the philosophical heart of Vedanta. These texts do not ask the seeker merely to believe, but to listen deeply, inquire inwardly, and awaken to what is already true. Again and again, they point beyond the changing body and mind to the innermost Self—the ever-present Reality that is not separate from the Absolute. Their message is not abstraction, but invitation: know That, and know who you truly are.

For a sadhaka like Sambasivam, such teachings would not remain philosophical concepts. They were preparing the ground for direct encounter.

In this circle of monks, philosophers, devotees, and seekers, the name of Sri Ramana Maharshi naturally arose. Swami Rajeswarananda and Dr. Mahadevan introduced Sambasivam to Bhagavan’s life and teachings, and they encouraged him to go to Ramanashram.

There is something beautiful in this. After years of wandering, discipline, service, healing, and study, the next doorway opened by grace, through satsang—through the company of those who loved Truth and recognized where it shone with particular radiance. The journey that had begun in longing now moved both inwardly and outwardly toward silence.

Now, beyond Kalahasti, another sacred presence awaited. At the foot of the sacred Arunachala Hill lived the sage whose silence had stilled the mind of one of India’s greatest philosophers, whose teaching had distilled the essence of Adi Shankara into the direct question “Who am I?”, and whose presence would leave an indelible impression on Sambasivam.

His path was turning toward Sri Ramana Maharshi. And with that turning, the Odyssey entered a chapter of profound silence and inner illumination.

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